Sunday, September 03, 2006
the not so pregnant mama
24 August 2006 Thursday
11pm cramps! come & go !..

25 August 2006 Friday
8am on the way to work, still okay..plus very minor cramps
9 am back pain plus more cramps.. didn't suspect anything..
11 am went to the ladies. Shocked to see blod spot!! .. luckily that day, I drove to work.. quickly went to see the manager (nasib baik tak banyak songeh).. request to see the doctor down stairs..
See doctor downstairs, request for 1/2 day MC.. to go see the specialist..
parked at KLCC parking next to the mosque..so .. need to walk lah, but very slowwwwly!..
12 pm reached Da*ai Hospital.. but the doctor i wanna see, was attending for an emergency case !! pulak dah.. plus after that, she wont be in for the next two days.. Told the nurse .. that I'm having blood spots .. & I'd like to see any available doctor.. which at that time, ada sorang male doctor ..(nak tak nak ..terpaksa la).. he scanned, saw nothing.. pelik gak.. according to the due date calculation, I am 5 weeks a 6 days pregnant.. he told me to take another pregnancy test .. which turn out positive .. but the line was verrrry blurry.. he gave me duphaston .. & MC for the next 5 days (till 30 Aug).. & schedule for a follow up visit on 1 Sept (if everything's okay in between)
Went home, that afternoon.. & told my mum what happened.. & rest .. (what else can I do..?)
that night, KL banjir sana sini. Hubby sangkut at the Kelana Jaya LRT station (train not in service due to the flood)..
I was too tired & plus the pain (cramps started to get worse) to drive.. I need to pick him up @ damansara .. his friend agreed to fetch him at the station & he'll wait at the stalls @ TTDI..
Alhamdulillah, .. my bestest friend agreed to help.. thanks A*ah!!!
while waiting for A*ah, manage to call a friend who once went tru the spotting problem during pregnancy.. thanks I*a :) the difference between her story & mine.. is that mine ...is painfull..
11pm Alhamdulillah by that time traffic (due to the earlier flood) have already cleared ..
Reached TTDI at around 11.30pm, still sempat to have nasik lemak ayam (ehhehe, till my back hurts soooooo much) then we went back.. (that time, i still have brownish spottings ..) kalau doktor tau ni .. sure marah

26 August 2006 Saturday
Did nothing much, stayed at home.. rest .. & took the medication.. watch tv .. missed Asyraff's makan2 that evening :( .. dah 2 thn miss ..

starting to have fresh blood spotting .. & pain

27 August 2006 Sunday
9 am more red & brown spots!!
12pm was soooo bored at home.. decided to go window shop @ slow walk with hubby & haariz (the doctor said slow walk is okay..)
1pm at the mall I can feel more & more fresh blood coming out .. then suddenly.. in few seconds.. A lot more flushed out of me!! Lucky me, the ladies was nearby & I have a bag of pads in my handbag :) a few minutes in the ladies & haariz keep on calling "maa ... where are you?" from outside.. then we decided to go home immediately.. ye la, takut pengsan lak.. darah kluar banyak!

.. at that time, I am so sure.. I am no longer pregnant ... I wasn't sad.. cause I am sure.. Allah knows best.. We can try for no.2 next time..

I stopped taking Duphaston.

28 August 2006 Monday
9am That morning, the pain slowly subsided..Alhamdulillah.. I felt so fresh that morning.. maybe with all those clots coming out of me .. caused this?? I dunno..
Did nothing .. except for watching tv & read all those news about CT's reception tonight .. vs. Ina & Mawi on Astro/RTM. What ever.. bosan
4 pm hubby came home, & we went to see the doctor. Reached there, again, she's in the operation room.. this time, we insisted to see her, willing to wait .. (but we went somewhere else lah to wait) and came back at 6pm.. waited .. and waited.. till
7pm at last! the doctor decided to put a camera in me instead of the normal scan.. well okay..
view from the camera, have confirmed, that I am no longer pregnant.. & the doctor poked me with i dont know what, to stop the bleeding. In 5 days, I should stop bleeding. If not, the I need to go thru D&C.. oh please not..!! Oh yes, plus MC for the whole week!!

2 September 2006 Saturday
no more bleeding. yeay. Alhamdulillah.

4 September 2006 Monday
6pm Another appointment with the Doctor. She confirmed that I'm okay. The uterus is back to normal.. Alhamdulillah.